All I think about is losing weight and how can I do it faster.
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somehow, the grim reaper is my spirit animal.
someone telling me something: you got all that right?
my adhd ass: of course
narrator: she didnt
Sometimes you just need to relax and trust that things will work out. Let go a little and let life happen.
I really want to know how it feels to have a flat stomach. Like when i trace my skin there wont be fat it’ll all just be thin. What is that like? I want to know.
Yeah, but tiny legs are more important than the macaroni and cheese you’ve been craving all day.
I don’t even know what I see in the mirror anymore
What does it feel like to grab my stomach and not be able to pull a fistful of fat away from my gut? What does it feel like to have my thighs apart and not always grating at each other, ruining every pair of pants I have ever owned? What does it feel like to know that every boutique and clothing store has my size there? What does it feel like to say my size out loud and not be embarrassed? What does it feel like to be on other girls’ “thinspo” blogs? What does it feel like to be thin?
10 reasons I want to be thin
- to run without feeling the fat bounce around, holding me back
- to make my already broad shoulders look smaller, giving my whole body a daintier physique
- to wear knee socks without cutting off the circulation of my legs, or even leaving that red line from them being too tight
- to show off those amazing collarbones by wearing tank tops, without worrying about chubby arms
- to never have chafing between my legs
- to never feel overheated because my hands are my own personal ice packs
- to start wearing skirts and tights, instead of having to wear jeans all the time because they feel like the only item of clothing that can cover up and hide my enormous thighs
- to roll up my jacket / sweater sleeves without worrying about stretching them out because my arms will be just as delicate as my wrists
- to be the perfect example of self control
- to feel refreshed and free because I no longer weigh myself down