I shouldn’t know…

livefree1414:

I shouldn’t know that you can lose 2lbs in one day with enough effort.

I shouldn’t know that if you drink something right before you purge it helps all of it come up easier.

I shouldn’t know that I can survive on a serving of carrots, almonds, and cherry tomatoes every day.

I shouldn’t know that I can silence the hunger pains by chugging a liter of water.

I shouldn’t know that if you don’t eat all day and then climb stairs up to the apartment it feels like you’re going to collapse.

I shouldn’t know all of this.
But I do.
And that’s my reality.
And I hate it.